Friday, June 07, 2002

last night, erich and i went to system crash at 160 bpm at the boulder museum of contemporary art.



i've re-ignited erich's song writing/playing shows fire. great local acts will do that to anyone.



red spectre and motocross played. (guys with desktop computers)



black cell. (decent noise/industrial) i shot the shit with them, and got two cds.



mr pacman. (totally insane electro punk)



twine. (unfortunately, very unexciting ambient laptop stuff) i don't see the appeal.



wesley willis was there, selling cds. i kicked batman's ass.



alisha from the 1190 morning show was there. she wasn't anything like i had expected.

Thursday, June 06, 2002



What Video Game Character Are You? I am a Space-invader.I am a Space-invader.



I will happily recruit the help of friends to aid me in getting what I want. I have no tolerance for people getting in my way, and I am completely relentless until any threats or opposition are removed. I try to be down-to-earth, but something always seems to get in the way. What Video Game Character Are You?

Wednesday, June 05, 2002

i am still agonizing about ms. o. what to do, what to do?



i'll bet that i did/said something, so now she's going to disappear. that's a painful, painful, painful thought.



i think that everyone i know is mad at me. i wish that i knew why.



i must've done something. maybe i've been an ass lately. i don't know.



decided against the denver trek. too tired to walk around. of course, eating would help, but i'm too upset to eat. i hate my life. what i NEED to do is find a miracle drug that'll keep me awake, kill pain, make me happy. wait. cocaine does that....oh well.



i think that i'll cut up samples that i've already acquired since i've got 3.5 GB of wavs to deal with. i'm so lazy. it's not like i'll ever get to use them. maybe for that experimental project that i've always wanted to do. it's too bad that no one would get it.
i hate my job.



maybe i'll just go home at get drunk, again.
i nearly hit a guy in a lexus suv this morning on the way to work.



i'm invisible.



don't know what to do about this j situation, or if i should do anything.



i'm agonizing, and i probably shouldn't be.



i think that tonight i'm going to look for samples. i'm sure that i can get some street person to talk to me. i need to get some batteries, and some more tapes. i'll do that one my lunch break. that should be fun.

Tuesday, June 04, 2002

i love this overcast weather that we're having. it reminds me of when i was small. yesterday, there were quite a few thunderstorms. i love walking in the rain, feeling the cool drops on my head, my face, feeling the rain run down my back, the sound of wet shoes.

Sunday, June 02, 2002

what a crazy weekend i've had!



hanging out in greeley with christ/dustin/jen/yarrow/eric on friday:

christ drinking beer was basically the most memorable event. i think that all of us were really surprised. it was good beer though. that didn't keep him from getting sick. i think that i'm going to have to hang out up there more often. it's a college town, so there's bound to be some 19 year old cuties.



dinner with jennifer, and the unity fair on saturday: that was a shocker. i got home from outfit development with christ, and checked my email at work, just for fun. sure enough, her majesty had sent me a message. apparently, she and some girls had lurked at the sundowner on friday night, but since our plans changed, we didn't meet up. she wanted to have dinner (with ME?). i was totally at a loss for places to eat. she called me back on the road to longmont, so i had to think fast of a dive with good food in longmont. i covered that. delicioso has redecorated, so it's not as much cantina, more restaurant-like now. it worked, though. she seemed to have a good time. the food in way cheap. the hot version is actually hot though. they do vegetarian (good to know). basically, pretty good mexican. we talked over dinner. i love a woman who can drink beer like that. she's amazing. she wanted to get caught up about the rabbi moving, erich moving, christ's girlfriend, blah, blah, blah. i got the low-down on her new job at the lafayette paper. she said that she isn't going anywhere soon, which i think is great, so that i can see her. i got the low down on kevin. she's definately not happy with kevin. after her graduation she was supposed to meet him in hawaii. she didn't. she got a little choked up about the whole deal. she's not sure that he's right for her because she thinks that she'd be better off with another 'relationship opportunity' with a guy who'd treat her better than kevin. i don't know, it was good to see her. i got a pretty decent hug from her, and cruised to denver.



en route, i ran out of gas. that sucked. apparently, that was in the no man's land that IS commerce city. they've got refineries, but no gas stations. i thought that i had a quarter tank, too. i was fuming.



i got to the other side about 10 o'clock. i couldn't find dear mary who had convinced me into going, but i was definately digging all the folks. there was a dj outside, with projections on the side of a garage. beer. live bands inside. i got there just in time for last man on the moon's set. ross has basically gone solo. his friend jason was playing with him. he's a monster. chris isn't in the band anymore. ross is calling it red cloud. i dig it. with the lack of drums, it's gotten almost angels of light like. kind of folky, but i dig it. greg was doing sound. charles was there. andrews were there. the hellmen were all very cordial to me. they asked how the show on thursday went, and apologized for not showing. apparently, they had to work to get saturday night off.



this is the amazing part. W, who i didn't think that i had hit it off with finds me, and starts talking and talking. actually her voice is really too cute for me. eventually, mary located me and we all talked. i met this dude named mitch who's basically a wild man. mitch makes dustin look pretty mellow.



i danced with mary and W. mary knows about my small crush on W, now, but that's okay (because she asked what i thought about her, so i told her). it's nothing huge, but i'm starting to wonder if i smell like nuts or something.



hanging out with wull today. we'll see how that goes.